Thursday, October 9, 2008

Back to work

So I started back to work yesterday and can I just tell you I hate it. I don't want to be here at all I want to be home with my daughter and it was really hard last night. So I talked to my mom yesterday and she says to me just remember you need to feel blessed for your job and that Olivia is a healthy and happy baby. I felt sordof dumb after that so it made me a little humble for what heavenly father has given me and the time will come when dave will get a better job but just not right now I need to have faith in god that he knows what is right for me. I just needed to say that.

4 comments:

Mandy, Brant, Jaxon and Boston said...

I know exactally how you feel...But I also know that it is wonderful for Dave to spend that time with Olivia...just like it is that Brant gets to spend that time with my boys...TRUST me...There are days still that I ball because I miss a soccer game...but I know I am blessed to have a job that I can go to at night while my husband has my boys...and one day too....hopefully I won't work at all(except for the hardest job of being a mom :)

Tawna said...

I'm sure it's frustrating as a mother, being away from her. It's hard sometimes to have that faith and trust in Heavenly Father, but He knows what He's doing, and it's amazing to look back and see how He has guided our paths. He's so aware of you. I miss you much! Can't wait until I can see Olivia, she's so freaking cute!

Andrea Hardman said...

Yea, I agree with the two posts above. But I don't think that you should feel dumb because you were sad to leave your little girl. That just shows what a good mom you are. And it IS hard. But, you're absolutley right in your post that God is watching out for you and for your family. I, too, can't wait to hold that little neice of mine. I love her already and I miss you guys. I'll be praying for airfare to drop considerably!
Andrea

Kim said...

I completely sympathize. I had to work for 4 years while my older two were in daycare. It is always hard, but knowing you are keeping food on the table a roof over your families head helps ease the pain. All things will work out in the end.